Monthly Archives: November 2012

Blessings Blind

Blessings BlindAre you “Blessings Blind”? Is the pain too much to see through? Is the shame layered on too thick to catch a glimpse? Is your heart break too important to spare an acknowledgement of the blessings?


You are wallowing. Really.

The blessings that are everywhere I look, haven’t always been there for me. They only started appearing when I began to look for them. The more I look, the bigger they get! Not only that, but see one and there is bound to be a dozen you haven’t noticed yet!

Blessings BlindBlessings rarely (if ever) will look like a burlap bag tied at the top, sitting on your dining-room table to spill out gold coins when you untie it. (I know, bummer.)They may be as simple as the light shining through the trees, glistening on the fresh snow. They may be as important as a call for a job after months of being out of work. They may appear as the telephone ringing, and answering it you may find an old friend that you haven’t heard from in years, because of some hurt feelings on some part and it had seemed simpler to just let go.

Things are hard for people everywhere right now. For some, things have been really hard for what seems like the beginning of time. Everything I listen to on the news and from other people who pay much closer attention than I, says it isn’t going to “get better” anytime soon.

Blessings BlindWow. Ok. Well, since there isn’t a damn thing I can do about the lack of money in the world, I decided to do what I can do.

I can be there. I can keep the Faith, and Stay the Path. I can share my life with you (and as many people as I can reach) and try to convey to you that you are not alone. In your troubles, in your joys, in your life. I know this! How? Because you are here, reading this. I am here, too. You are not alone.

I don’t want to harp at you or preach to you, but I will ask you to find one thing today. One thing, to think to yourself, “That is special.” Now, once you do, change that from “that is special” to “a Blessing!” Do this every day… actually, bull. Do this as often as you can, every day, starting right this minute. Believe it. If you find that you simply cannot just “believe it,” that’s ok. Just keep searching and finding those blessings, the simple and easy ones to spot. Keep thinking to yourself “Blessing.”

Blessings BlindYou (or myself, him or her) are not supposed to be able to handle it all! Really! We are in “this” together, you, her, him, them and myself. You have me… There are others too, ready to help, ready to listen, to hear you, to see you, to cheer you or simply just be there.

Open your eyes, but most importantly, open your heart. Let us in, let me in. I will show you the blessings I see until you are strong enough to see them for yourself.

I spent hours searching, throughout my books, online and even asking my online friends to help me find something I know I read at some point. I searched my Bible, devotionals, and my inspiration pages… I couldn’t find what I was looking for but I know it left a mark inside me.

Blessings BlindThe passages I did find are not the ones I was looking for, but they may remind you that we are not in this alone… we have Him and we do have each other. I found Exodus 18:18 and Luke 12:22-40.

That was one of the first things that being online taught me… was that I wasn’t alone. Not in my worries, not in pain, not celebrating, not even the frustration of trying to learn so much so fast… there were people out there that were feeling the same, had dealt with the same, could understand and help me, even if it was sending a smiley face my way.

Ok, yes this one was a bit of preaching… but I save it for when the need is the greatest! Try to bare with me and have a blessed holiday season.

My Identity Crisis, A Journey

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Thanksgiving Thanks


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The First and Last Hunt

The First and Last Hunt

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The 2012 Prois Hunting Award

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